Dear Zachary, I am missing you. I miss you every day, all year around but I miss you even more right now (is that even possible?) We went to see Zara perform in her school play today. You would have loved it. Zayah was clapping her hands with the cheesiest smile on her face and…
“All I want is for Zachary to be remembered” It’s baby loss awareness month and also the beginning of Baby Loss Awareness Week which makes me feel like I can share as little or as much of our son Zachary without feeling judged. It’s been over 5 years since he was born sleeping, if he…
I wrote this poem to Zachary in 2015 on our second Christmas without him. I’ve added more this year. Our lives have changed so much since then but one thing that hasn’t changed is how much we love him. He is still very much a part of our family and although I don’t post about…
I thought I would write about our breastfeeding journey seeing as it has played a huge part in our lives over the past few years. When I was pregnant with our first baby Zachary, which feels like yesterday but also a whole lifetime ago, I knew I wanted to give breastfeeding a go. As a…
Seeing as it’s #NationalBreastfeedingWeek I thought it would be great to share what I had written when Zara was still a little bubby in 2016. She’s 3 next month, I’m not quite sure where the time has gone. Zara fed all the way up until she was 21 months and I was pregnant with Zayah,…
I’ve always wanted to visit a medium, ever since my dad passed away and even more so when we lost Zachary. I just wanted to know if he was with me, although I know he cannot physically be with me. I’m also feel very skeptical about it all and the fact that I am so…
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